I Thought it was a Nipple

I glanced at this thumbnail and I thought it was a nipple but it's really a jumping spider, and a cute one at that. Oops, my bad. 
 

The Numbers Game: Encoding

 The number 666 is everywhere...it's on a billion t-shirts, corporate logos, record covers and such, and it's encoded into things we see every day. It's on every barcode. Each number is represented by two stripes of varying thickness. 6 is represented by two thin stripes, as you can see above the 6 here.

 Three numbers extend past the rest, which is meant to emphasize them. Can you see what number it is? It's right in our faces. Are we supposed to believe it's just random? Right. Why would 666 be on every barcode? You tell me. The Good Book says that the number 666 will be associated with buying and selling. Isn't that interesting?

It's encoded into the dollar bill, among symbols and things. Using the Roman numerals we can get the numbers 66, 666, 6,660, 66,600 and 666,000. Are we supposed to think that's by chance? It's possible that one or possibly two at a stretch of those numbers might come up randomly, but the odds of all these numbers coming up in one spot would be staggering as they say. It was done intentionally. Again, why? If the biblical narrative is true, money runs the beast system. We know for sure that it runs the economy, and whether it means anything or not, these numbers are there.

 It's in thousands of corporate logos, and it can't all be by chance. I've mentioned this before but I love this example from the Meinl cymbal company because no one's ever mentioned it or included it in charts of company logos featuring 666. This is supposed to be a stylized M, but it clearly makes three sixes. You could say that the circles represent cymbals, but it's still there as plain as day. 

 You can find thousands of examples. It's in the Mickey Mouse logo for God's sake. Yet again, why? Why? If people want to think it's just random, or they're just trying to get attention of whatever, they're fooling themselves. Then again I can't say with absolute certainty that having 666 in the Meinl logo was done on purpose, but there it is. It's also a mirror image, and mirror numbers, letters and symbols are a big deal with the Elites. 

 Speaking of, when my buddy Tut have me the final brutal push down the rabbit hole towards waking up, the first website he sent me was a guy who dealt mostly with numbers, their encoding and what numbers and symbols have traditionally meant for millennia. It's certainly not random, and I realized that certain numbers came up more than could be expected by chance...way more. It mathematically beats the odds. 

 I knew something was going on, which led me to dig deeper. The crazy thing is that not a single digit of this is conspiracy theory. It's not speculation, except for the Meinl logo. It's 100% searchable fact, and it's right in front of our faces. Whether you believe it has any meaning or not is up to you, but it's all right there. If you're interested you can look up what all these numbers represent to some people. It's fascinating. 

I can't believe the 6uild 6ack 6etter thing didn't wake people up. I believe it came from the World Economic Forum, and it was promoted by our president. How can peop!e not see what's going on? Why would they put the Number of the Beast on a nationwide program? They're showing their allegiance right to our faces, but most people just accept it or ignore it. Even if I weren't "religious" at all I'd still question it. 

 Then there are the countless times where these numbers show up in various calculations such as the mass of stars, distance between them and such. We'd expect to see these numbers pop up occasionally by chance, but the number of times they appear seems to smash the odds.

 I've mentioned this before but one thing that doesn't get publicized is that a large number of scientists who traditionally didn't believe in God now do, just due to the sheer amount of times these and other numbers come up. They understand that it's simple statistics, the odds, and they know it can't be by chance.

 Most people don't know or care about this stuff, or they don't ever want to think about anything "scary," which I get, but they're shutting out the whole story and the big picture, and they won't be prepared in any way if, God forbid, things go south. Again, knowledge erases fear. Most people don't know about 666 being in every barcode, but it took me about 15 seconds to learn it.

 I also get that people don't want to wake up, even when the "Bell of Truth" is clanging away in their heads, and there's this nagging "What if?" Waking up isn't easy, and I damn sure get that , but for people for whom only the truth will do, and not your truth or my truth or Joe's truth but THE truth, waking up is part of the deal. You learn to see beyond the bullshit, and begin to understand that if even one of all these agencies are corrupt, you can bet they all are. Most people at least understand that the system is rigged, but why all the 666s? Is it only chance? It's just a number, right? Maybe. 

Stories

I just ran across a YouTube channel called God's Voice Daily, where a guy named Vladimir posts calls from viewers relating to alleged encounters with angels or demons, NDEs and things like that. Fortunately I don't have an NDE story but I do have one story each about angels and demons that I think are interesting. One story took place at the church pictured here.

 I've been wanting to share these stories on one or more YT channels that are way bigger than mine, so they'd get more exposure. These stories are pretty out there so I've only shared them with a handful of close friends, mostly those who believe in God, but also a few who didn't. I'd never try to tell someone what to believe, but with the non-believers I've told them to I can see their wheels turning. Alls I can do is plant a seed, and hope it grows. 

 There's a channel I've been subbed to for almost a decade. My main info guy is a regular guest every Thursday night, and I haven't missed a show in almost eight years. It's a fairly large channel, with 475K subs. He's been soliciting similar stories too but I haven't been able to connect yet. The channel I just found is small, with around 22K subs, but that's large enough that his videos get tens of thousands of views, plus he has another channel and a website.

 As I understand it the Vladimir guy posts the raw calls on one channel, and if he likes the story he'll do more of an interview deal where he responds as you tell the story. I filled out a waiver and I reckon I'll hear from him. Even if people don't believe in God or the Devil, I still think both stories are interesting, even if people regard them as fiction. They could both be scenes in a movie. 

 I find that if I have some info to share, there's always someone who's looking for it or who needs to hear it. I'd love for these stories to reach a wider audience and hopefully it will happen. If it does happen I'm sure they'd get slammed in the comment section by some peop!e, but due to the nature of his channel, more people than not would believe them. If I can plant a few more seeds, great. If I can only entertain some people that's okay too. There was a question on the form that asked "Who is Jesus to you?" I answered "My savior." That about covers it. Have a nice day!

 

Our Word is No Longer Our Bond

One thing I really miss about the "good ol' days" is that for the most part people actually did what they said they were going to do. It almost seems like an unnecessary thing among many people these days. It's not a positive thing...without a certain amount of trust, as in trusting someone to do what they say they're going to do, certainly relationships would crumble, and even society itself. 

 There was a time when someone's word was their bond. There are still people of course who adhere to that, but not like it once was. By the same token there have always been people who say things they never intend to fulfill, but you can weed them out pretty quickly. 

 It's always amazed me how some people constantly say things they never actually do, because those people get a reputation for being full of shit pretty quickly. That generally involves narcissism, where narcissists are pathological liars anyway, and since they possess no empathy and can't see themselves as others see them, they don't know how full of shit people think they are. 

 The traditional statement is: "A man's word is his bond." That would seem to indicate masculine, but "man" can refer to the human race in general. It's also possible that at least back in the day, men were expected to live up to it more than women...I don't know for sure. In my case lately it's been both sexes.

 It's not something like saying "I'll call you this evening" or whatever and then you get busy and forget; it's things that are extremely important, and even life-changing. The problem is that when someone tells you they're going to do something important but then they don't do it, you get your hopes up and it's an incredible disappointment. I keep telling myself not to ever get my hopes up but I can't help it sometimes, especially if I've trusted that person. It hurts, and it can literally affect your future. 

 As I've said a million times, I can be proud of the fact that if I say I'm going to do something I do it, and people know that. We tend to think that other people think like we do, but that's definitely not the case. 

 Another thing is that we get maybe 75% of the same dopamine hit just by saying we're going to do something as when we actually do it, and for some people that's good enough. Again, those people will get a reputation for being full of shit, and you learn to never believe a word they say. Maybe it's bragging but I thank God I'm not one of those people. Aside from an incident over a decade ago where I failed to return several calls because I'd just been through a rough breakup and wasn't thinking clearly and simply forgot to call back, which cost me a lifelong friend, I'm a man of my word. 

 In any case I miss the days when someone's word was their bond. I guess it's too much to ask nowadays. It's a damn shame.

 

Everybody Needs a Little Jesus

A couple months ago a friend called and asked if I wanted to get some Indian food and run by a thrift store or two. When we got back I was getting my stuff. Her bags were on the floor too and I was separating mine out. I got my bags and pulled them out. Out of nowhere she proclaimed "Don't steal my Jesus!" 

 "Huh? " I said. "Don't take my Jesus!" she repeated. I thought maybe she was having some sort of religious episode or something. "What are you talking about?" I asked. "My Jesus is in your bag." I was still confused. I looked in the bag and laughed out loud. Turns out I'd somehow picked up this tiny figure of Jesus and it fell into my bag without me noticing. 
 

 I reached and pulled Him out. "Nice!" I said. We both believe in the actual Jesus. I don't think she thought I was stealing Little Plastic Jesus but she was giving me a tad of side-eye. "I'd never try to take Jesus out of your life" I said. "I know" she replied. "You can have Him" she said. "I don't want to take Little Jesus." She insisted firmly, and I know it's best not to fight with a woman who's trying to lay a little Jesus on you, so to speak. 

 "Thanks a bunch" I said. "I love Him." "I know" she said. With that I put little Jesus back into the bag. "Enjoyed it!" Just a bit earlier I went for a walk and was grabbing some bags to use to clean up after my dog. I checked one to make sure there was nothing in it, and there was Little Jesus. I'd forgotten about Him and I was glad to see Him again. Everyone needs a little Jesus in their life. If you ask me, I say for real.

These Dreams: Gig Dreams and Love Dreams

 Something just hit me about what two types of dreams I have have in common. I usually have a dream about playing music at least once a month, and I generally have 2-3 of "those" dreams per month. It's gone on steadily for most of my life. They're both sort of anticlimactic in a way, although they're certainly fun.

 I recently had a cool dream where I was about to play a gig in this groovy Tiki-style bar that was something like this one. The stage was in the middle of this dimly-lit courtyard that was like a jungle, with tropical plants and birds and everything. I'd love to play a place like that in real life.

 Different former bandmates were there, plus all our friends, and even not one but two beautiful and interesting women were interested in me. I was chatting-up my friends and spending quality time with a brunette. I saw the setup and did a last minute check to make sure the equipment was cool, and went back to talking to people. I woke up though, before I could count off a tune. 

 A couple nights ago I had a dream where I was on the way to a gig with my new band. A bunch of people were going and we were carpooling.  We were out in the sticks and GPS and cell service dropped out. We came to a T in the road and weren't sure which way to go. We all got out of our cars and were standing in the road discussing what to do. 

 It became sort of an informal party. My dog was running around saying hello to everyone like he does in real life, and I was talking to this interesting sister who was interested in me, which is often the case. Some other mildly crazy stuff happened that I don't remember, but we finally made it to the gig. 

 It was at a beautiful house up on a hill in the middle of nowhere. All this food and stuff was laid out and there was a very nice stage area. We made pleasantries and set up and got levels and all but I woke up before we played a note. Thinking back to all the gig dreams I could recall I realized that I never actually played any music in any of them.

 It's the same thing with sex dreams, at least up until the last few years. Things would start to get cozy and everything would happen right up until actual penetration, and I'd wake up. I'd try to go back into the dream but I never could. Lately that's changed, and there's lovemaking and I've been able to go back into the dream after waking up, and hoo, boy...

 It's also like those dreams where you dream you're falling but you wake up before you hit the ground. There's an old wives' tale that says that if you don't wake up before you hit the ground you'll expire for real. I don't believe that's true, and how would anyone know anyway? At the same time I can't say that it isn't true. 

 They say that if you have a lot of dreams about falling, it can indicate feelings of loss of control and things like that but if you have dreams about flying it's literally an uplifting thing, and you're generally positive and have goals and ambitions. I've had a few dreams about falling but way more about flying, for what it's worth. For every nightmare I have I have a dozen good dreams.

 Since I've been able to nookify in a few of my dreams, maybe it'll extend into my gig dreams and I'll finally be able to play a set in one of them. I hope so. It might be some interesting music. Sweet dreams